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have you ever been so lost? known the way and still so lost; caught in the eye of a hurricane, slowly waving goodbye like a pageant parade; so sick of this town pulling me down, my mother says i should come back home but can’t find the way cause the way is gone; so if i pray am i just sending words into outer space? another night waiting for someone to take me home; have you ever been so lost? is there a light at the end of the road? i’m pushing everyone away, ‘cause i can’t feel this anymore, have you ever been so lost...?
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| 0007. |
[12 31 11] |
The Ministry was awfully slow this past week. There were still all of the same investigations going on, and nothing was really stalled for Christmas but it just seemed quieter than usual. I imagine that once the new year kicks in we'll be back to the usual grind.
[Hexed Private to Seamus Finnigan]
I'll be home soon. The Minister is finishing up a few things in the next half hour and once he's safe in his flat with Jules over and the Aurors watching his back I'm all yours.
Here's hoping that nothing insane happens tonight.
[/End Private]
[Hexed Private to Dumbledore's Army/Order/Friends]
A Belated Merry Christmas to those of you who I didn't get the chance to see last weekend. It was so nice to finally get the chance to really spend some time with so many of you again after months of limited contact - although the wedding was just wonderful.
And Congratulations again to the newest married couple amongst us! You two were absolutely glowing, and I only had the chance to give me congratulations to Ron.
Damnit, I'm in a good mood. I haven't been this happy in a long time. But be safe tonight everyone. The Ministry is still going to be as strict as usual and some of you - you know who I'm talking about - get a little mouthy when you're drunk. We've already got to be watching our backs enough as it is.
[/End Private]
[Hexed Private to Bill and Ginny Weasley]
How is it coming with Jules? Have you heard back from her about whether or not she's decided to help/believes you? I would get involved with convincing her but if she doesn't believe us and takes things the wrong way I'm jeopardizing a place deep in the Ministry.
[/End Private]
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[06 26 11] |
TWO YEARS LATER.
LONDON, ENGLAND
June 27th, 2006
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| 0006. |
[01 25 11] |
[Hexed Private to Ernie, Hannah, Susan, Wayne, & Seamus]
I recognize that I owe you all an apology for how I acted after St. Mungo's was attacked. I went sort of mental on my entry about it and I was really frustrated with Mr. Podmore, and I took that out on you. It seems kind of silly that I'm choosing to do this over journals, especially since I've seen all of you since the then, but I always felt like it wasn't the right time for apologies. I guess I was mostly embarrassed about it, and with the holidays and everything we were all generally sharing happier times together.
Anyway, I just don't want you guys to think that I don't recognize when I flip my lid.
Besides all of that, we should all get together sometime. I don't know about you lot, but I could use some sanity regeneration after how ridiculous last week got at work.
[/End Private]
[Hexed Private Against Death Eaters/Supporters]
Seems like no matter what, I'm always going to be the girl around here. What happened when the Minister was attacked has turned into more of a joke than anything with the Hitwizards and Agents, and I'm becoming grateful for the position I have. At least guarding the Minister not only ensure his safety but gets me out of an office filled with neanderthals. Besides, Mr. Podmore seemed pretty convinced that I was the best choice for the job. There must be a reason for that...
Maybe I'll go hang out with the Aurors when I'm not on guard duty. At least they don't act like nine year old boys that are afraid of cooties.
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| 0005. |
[12 23 10] |
[Hexed Private to her friends]
I'm so angry right now. I can't even think straight and I'm dropping everything and I just want to find them all and kill them!
Sturgis wouldn't even let me go to the hospital. All of this bullcrap about how it was my first day back on the job and I was part time and that I didn't have clearance for physical extremities. I could have helped! I could have done something! We lost Aurors and LES agents and hitwizards in that attack. I might have been able to help one of them. I'm so angry.
[/End Hexed Private to her friends]
Aurors and Law Enforcement got there as fast as possible. Maybe you should consider putting the blame on the Death Eaters and their master for once, Daily Prophet! Don't throw this one on us. If the Ministry hadn't gotten there when they did then dozens more would have been lost.
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| 0004. |
[12 20 10] |
[Hexed Private to her closest friends]
I haven't been to visit Justin since September with everything that's going on and I really am just sick with myself over the thought. As much as I think it's probably healthier than going every other week like I was before I have to visit before Christmas though. I'm kind of scared that I've been too distracted with Seamus and now
I've never really celebrated Christmas without Hestia around. I almost feel like I won't know how to act around my family anymore. All of this seems harder than usual
Lavender came over the other day and the color of her shirt reminded me of my ballet slippers. I broke down for almost four hours after she left. Maybe it's the potions I'm on or the lack of sleep. I feel so pathetic and helpless that I can't stand myself. I'm so sorry, I can't think straight right now. I've been avoiding letting anyone see me like this. I've been avoiding Seamus altogether.
[/Hexed Private to her closest friends]
The weather's been rather bleak lately and I haven't even started any Christmas shopping.
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| 0003. |
[10 30 10] |
[Hexed Private to Seamus Finnigan]
Are you planning on going to Alicia Spinnet's party? I know a lot of people who've been invited, and I figure if I managed to get an invite then so did you. I'm.. rambling. Sorry.
Anyway, just wondering if you were going. If I could see you there then You're The other night And thanks for the other night. I had a lot of fun.
[/Hexed Private to Seamus]
[Hexed Private to Hannah Abbott & Susan Bones]
Are you two attending Alicia Spinnet's party? I want to go but I have to work. I want to see if Seamus goes I'm still trying to find a costume. They're sold out of everything at the basic stores, might have to throw one together myself.
I... went on a date the other night.
[/Hexed Private to Hannah & Susan]
[Hexed Private to Minister Weasley]
Seeing as I'm still striving to get the Employee of the Year award, I have a new idea! It's better than cooking and you even get to wear a mask!
There's a huge party going on at Cliff Warrington's manor tonight hosted by Alicia Spinnet and seeing as it's mandatory to wear a costume and a mask, I think that you can get away with a night of more than Minister duty. I'll still be on duty all night of course and I've talked to a few of the other LES Agents and some Aurors and a lot of them are going as well, so there'd be plenty of security in some sense.
It's up to you. I'm perfectly fine of course with doing the usual as parties aren't exactly in my job description, but I thought you might be in for a night of entertainment.
[/Hexed Private to Minister Weasley]
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[09 14 10] |
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I managed to stab my quill into my leg while trying to zip my bag closed. You'd think I was smarter than that. Griffiths just laughed at me rather than ask if I was all right - NOT that I wanted the tosser to care - and now he seems to be finding enough time to spread the story around. As if we aren't already limited on time!
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| 0001. |
[08 17 10] |
[Hexed Private to Herself]
I'm going to be stuck tailing someone? Me? I'm going to be stuck watching his back day and night? What am I supposed to be, a babysitter?
It is an honor to be asked to guard the Minister of Magic. It is an honor to be asked to guard the Minister of Magic. It is an honor to be asked to guard the Minister of Magic. It is an honor to be asked to guard the Minister of Magic. Oh Merlin, I'm writing sentences. Like I'm being punished. What if he is punishing me? What if I pissed him off recently? NO. Mr. Podmore would inform me if I'd done something wrong, he would not punish me. Besides, it is an honor to be asked to guard the Minister of Magic. I should consider myself fortunate. Why the hell would I do that? I'm stuck following someone around like a dog. Can't even go out when there's an emergency because I'll be too busy, wand at the ready, in case the monster comes in our direction. It is an honor to be asked to guard the Minister of Magic.
It'll be fine, Meg. Honestly. Mr. Podmore asked you specifically because he thinks you'd do the best job. He asked me because he wants to keep me in one place in case something else happens. He thinks I'm insane. Mr. Podmore respects you. He understands and respects you.
I wish I could still bring myself to dance. At least then I'd have a stress reliever.
[/End Private to Self]
[Hexed Private to Mr. Percival Weasley; Minister of Magic]
Mr. Podmore has informed me that I'm to escort you anywhere you need to go. I'll be interchanging schedules with an Auror as well, for the purpose of rest.
I wanted to tell you myself that I'm accepting the position with gratitude and complete respect for you. I will do whatever it takes to protect you.
[/End Private to Percival]
[Hexed Against Death Eaters/Supporters]
I feel like eating pints and pints of ice cream. And it's not because I'm PMSing so don't even bring it up, wisecracks.
I'd also really like some mint fudge and a diet coke. Justin would know that without me even asking.
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